Joshua is three months old today.

I felt so proud and so sad at the same time.

I’m proud because of who he is. Through thick and thin, he’s the most amazing son I can ask for. I love everything about him–the smiling, the crying, the pooping, the eating, the singing, the talking.

I’m sad because he is growing so fast! We went and got a dresser and night stand for his room, and moved all of his clothing and diaper accessories over today. It’s almost like he’s completely out of our room now, living independently in his own room. Somehow I feel a sense of loss.

I wish I could slow down time so I can savour every moment with my son. Sometimes I forget to do that because I’m too tired or too cranky from the lack of sleep. I love him to bits and pieces!